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BlairEastonEllis
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I used to know her, I used to talk about her Waiting for the day that she would listen I used to know her, I used to stick up for her Something in her smile was so bitcHin'
I usEd to sing, I used to sing
I used to know her - used to know All about her I used To need her - there was sometHing about her I used to torturE her - it's the best way around heR I used to know her - now it just doesn't matter, oh yeah Oh yeah
I used to love him, I used to simplify him SomeThing in his walk was like Jim MorrIson I used to touch hiM, I used to justify him Lying to my faCe with my permissiOn.
I used to sing, I used to sing
I used to Love him - used to fucking love him I used To need him - now I reAd all aBout him I usEd to touch him - now I could neveR kiss him I used to love him - Now I don't even miss him, oh yeAh Oh yeah, oh yeah oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah
I used to know her - I used to Terrify her I used to terrify her, I used to terrify her I used to sing, we used to sing
I used to know her - used to know all about her I used to need her - tHere was something about her I used to torture her - it's the best way around her I used to know her - now she just doesn't matter, oh Yeah She just doesn't matter, oh yeah
There's a shadow just behind me, shrouding every step I take, making every promise empty, pointing every finger at me. Waiting like a stalking butler, who upon the finger rests. Murder now the path called must we, just because the son has come. (Jesus, won't you fucking whistle, something but the past and done? 2x) Why can't we not be sober? Just want to start this over. Why can't we drink forever? I just want to start things over.
I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. Trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave, I will work to elevate you, just enough to bring you down. (Mother Mary won't you whisper, something but what's past and done. 2x) Why can't we not be sober? I just want to start this over. Why can't we sleep forever? I just want to start this over.
I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. Trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave (Trust me. 5x) Why can't we not be sober? I just want to start things over. Why can't we sleep forever? I just want to start this over.
Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand
Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand
Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing Rather feel pain
I know (I know I know I know I know) That you're wounded You know (You know you know you know you know) That I'm here to save you You know (You know you know you know you know) I'm always here for you I know (I know I know I know I know) That you'll thank me later
Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Rather feel pain than nothing at all Rather feel pain
Closed off from love I didn't need the pain Once or twice was enough And it was all in vain Time starts to pass Before you know it you're frozen
But something happened For the very first time with you My heart melts into the ground Found something true And everyone's looking round Thinking I'm going crazy
But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open
Trying hard not to hear But they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears Try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that the goal Is to keep me from falling
But nothing's greater than the risk that comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness I see your face Yet everyone around me Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe
But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open
You wait up for me I don't wake up for you Would you like the company or are you sick of me When your love lets you go you only want love more Even when love wasn't what you were looking for Speak slow, tell me love where do we go... ah ah Where do we go...ah ah, where do we go Break down plead your case I don't know what to say I leave my heart all this pain and now I'm at it all again On these streets that I leave for weeks on end who's to blame When you want love doesn't matter what you're looking for Speak slow, tell me love where do we go... ah ah Where do we go... ah ah, where do we go So far away and I just can't see you I'm So far along and I just don't need you I am so ah-alone, so ah-alone When your love lets you go you only want love more Even when love wasn't what you were looking for
She Was More Like A Beauty Queen From A Movie Scene I Said Don't Mind, But What Do You Mean I Am The One Who Will Dance On The Floor In The Round She Said I Am The One Who Will Dance On The Floor In The Round
[2nd Verse] She Told Me Her Name Was Billie Jean, As She Caused A Scene Then Every Head Turned With Eyes That Dreamed Of Being The One Who Will Dance On The Floor In The Round
[Bridge] People Always Told Me Be Careful Of What You Do And Don't Go Around Breaking Young Girls' Hearts And Mother Always Told Me Be Careful Of Who You Love And Be Careful Of What You Do 'Cause The Lie Becomes The Truth
[Chorus] Billie Jean Is Not My Lover She's Just A Girl Who Claims That I Am The One But The Kid Is Not My Son She Says I Am The One, But The Kid Is Not My Son
[3rd Verse] For Forty Days And Forty Nights The Law Was On Her Side But Who Can Stand When She's In Demand Her Schemes And Plans 'Cause We Danced On The Floor In The Round So Take My Strong Advice, Just Remember To Always Think Twice (Do Think Twice)
[4th Verse] She Told My Baby We'd Danced 'Till Three Then She Looked At Me Then Showed A Photo My Baby Cried His Eyes Looked Like Mine Go On Dance On The Floor In The Round, Baby
[Bridge] People Always Told Me Be Careful Of What You Do And Don't Go Around Breaking Young Girls' Hearts She Came And Stood Right By Me Then The Smell Of Sweet Perfume This Happened Much Too Soon She Called Me To Her Room
[Chorus] Billie Jean Is Not My Lover She's Just A Girl Who Claims That I Am The One But The Kid Is Not My Son Billie Jean Is Not My Lover She's Just A Girl Who Claims That I Am The One But The Kid Is Not My Son She Says I Am The One, But The Kid Is Not My Son She Says I Am The One, But The Kid Is Not My Son Billie Jean Is Not My Lover She's Just A Girl Who Claims That I Am The One But The Kid Is Not My Son She Says I Am The One, But The Kid Is Not My Son She Says I Am The One, She Says He Is My Son She Says I Am The One Billie Jean Is Not My Lover Billie Jean Is Not My Lover Billie Jean Is Not My Lover Billie Jean Is Not My Lover Billie Jean Is Not My Lover Billie Jean Is Not My Lover
am I dead for I feel no heartbeat the river runs black in my world. nothing but demons, no angels singing an endless torment circle. I have no feelings deep inside my chest no warm love for me. I wish I could lie down for eternal rest my tired head down to sleep
When you left I wanted to follow Nothing felt real except the pain I feel so empty my eyes are hollow And since that day I havent felt the same
Im so alone in this world of darkness no path of light shines here. slowly consuming, imbedding in my mind and above all else looms fear. the broken souls of my enemies offer little compensation. Im paying for my sins ever so dearly with my soul's degradation.
When you left I wanted to follow Nothing felt real except the pain I feel so empty my eyes are hollow And since that day I havent felt the same
my silent screams fall upon blinded eyes the cold echoes surround me. feeding on myself haste my own demise enshrouded in Death's loathing.
When you left I wanted to follow Nothing felt real except the pain I feel so empty my eyes are hollow And since that day I havent felt the same
Waiting for the day that she would listen
I used to know her, I used to stick up for her
Something in her smile was so bitcHin'
I usEd to sing, I used to sing
I used to know her - used to know All about her
I used To need her - there was sometHing about her
I used to torturE her - it's the best way around heR
I used to know her - now it just doesn't matter, oh yeah
Oh yeah
I used to love him, I used to simplify him
SomeThing in his walk was like Jim MorrIson
I used to touch hiM, I used to justify him
Lying to my faCe with my permissiOn.
I used to sing, I used to sing
I used to Love him - used to fucking love him
I used To need him - now I reAd all aBout him
I usEd to touch him - now I could neveR kiss him
I used to love him - Now I don't even miss him, oh yeAh
Oh yeah, oh yeah
oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah
I used to know her - I used to Terrify her
I used to terrify her, I used to terrify her
I used to sing, we used to sing
I used to know her - used to know all about her
I used to need her - tHere was something about her
I used to torture her - it's the best way around her
I used to know her - now she just doesn't matter, oh Yeah
She just doesn't matter, oh yeah
--
I WISH MY LAWN WAS EMO SO IT WOULD CUT ITSELF
shrouding every step I take,
making every promise empty,
pointing every finger at me.
Waiting like a stalking butler,
who upon the finger rests.
Murder now the path called must we,
just because the son has come.
(Jesus, won't you fucking whistle,
something but the past and done? 2x)
Why can't we not be sober?
Just want to start this over.
Why can't we drink forever?
I just want to start things over.
I am just a worthless liar.
I am just an imbecile.
I will only complicate you.
Trust in me and fall as well.
I will find a center in you.
I will chew it up and leave,
I will work to elevate you,
just enough to bring you down.
(Mother Mary won't you whisper,
something but what's past and done. 2x)
Why can't we not be sober?
I just want to start this over.
Why can't we sleep forever?
I just want to start this over.
I am just a worthless liar.
I am just an imbecile.
I will only complicate you.
Trust in me and fall as well.
I will find a center in you.
I will chew it up and leave
(Trust me. 5x)
Why can't we not be sober?
I just want to start things over.
Why can't we sleep forever?
I just want to start this over.
--
I WISH MY LAWN WAS EMO SO IT WOULD CUT ITSELF
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me I've got a plan
When the lights go off you will understand
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing
Rather feel pain
I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you're wounded
You know (You know you know you know you know)
That I'm here to save you
You know (You know you know you know you know)
I'm always here for you
I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you'll thank me later
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain
--
I WISH MY LAWN WAS EMO SO IT WOULD CUT ITSELF
--
Never go to bed mad; stay up and fight. Next mourning is gonna suck anyway...might as well be too tired to think about it much.
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen
But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling
But nothing's greater than the risk that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
--
I WISH MY LAWN WAS EMO SO IT WOULD CUT ITSELF
You wait up for me I don't wake up for you
Would you like the company or are you sick of me
When your love lets you go you only want love more
Even when love wasn't what you were looking for
Speak slow, tell me love where do we go... ah ah
Where do we go...ah ah, where do we go
Break down plead your case I don't know what to say
I leave my heart all this pain and now I'm at it all again
On these streets that I leave for weeks on end who's to blame
When you want love doesn't matter what you're looking for
Speak slow, tell me love where do we go... ah ah
Where do we go... ah ah, where do we go
So far away and I just can't see you I'm
So far along and I just don't need you
I am so ah-alone, so ah-alone
When your love lets you go you only want love more
Even when love wasn't what you were looking for
--
I WISH MY LAWN WAS EMO SO IT WOULD CUT ITSELF
I Said Don't Mind, But What Do You Mean I Am The One
Who Will Dance On The Floor In The Round
She Said I Am The One Who Will Dance On The Floor In The Round
[2nd Verse]
She Told Me Her Name Was Billie Jean, As She Caused A Scene
Then Every Head Turned With Eyes That Dreamed Of Being The One
Who Will Dance On The Floor In The Round
[Bridge]
People Always Told Me Be Careful Of What You Do
And Don't Go Around Breaking Young Girls' Hearts
And Mother Always Told Me Be Careful Of Who You Love
And Be Careful Of What You Do 'Cause The Lie Becomes The Truth
[Chorus]
Billie Jean Is Not My Lover
She's Just A Girl Who Claims That I Am The One
But The Kid Is Not My Son
She Says I Am The One, But The Kid Is Not My Son
[3rd Verse]
For Forty Days And Forty Nights
The Law Was On Her Side
But Who Can Stand When She's In Demand
Her Schemes And Plans
'Cause We Danced On The Floor In The Round
So Take My Strong Advice, Just Remember To Always Think Twice
(Do Think Twice)
[4th Verse]
She Told My Baby We'd Danced 'Till Three
Then She Looked At Me
Then Showed A Photo My Baby Cried
His Eyes Looked Like Mine
Go On Dance On The Floor In The Round, Baby
[Bridge]
People Always Told Me Be Careful Of What You Do
And Don't Go Around Breaking Young Girls' Hearts
She Came And Stood Right By Me
Then The Smell Of Sweet Perfume
This Happened Much Too Soon
She Called Me To Her Room
[Chorus]
Billie Jean Is Not My Lover
She's Just A Girl Who Claims That I Am The One
But The Kid Is Not My Son
Billie Jean Is Not My Lover
She's Just A Girl Who Claims That I Am The One
But The Kid Is Not My Son
She Says I Am The One, But The Kid Is Not My Son
She Says I Am The One, But The Kid Is Not My Son
Billie Jean Is Not My Lover
She's Just A Girl Who Claims That I Am The One
But The Kid Is Not My Son
She Says I Am The One, But The Kid Is Not My Son
She Says I Am The One, She Says He Is My Son
She Says I Am The One
Billie Jean Is Not My Lover
Billie Jean Is Not My Lover
Billie Jean Is Not My Lover
Billie Jean Is Not My Lover
Billie Jean Is Not My Lover
Billie Jean Is Not My Lover
--
I WISH MY LAWN WAS EMO SO IT WOULD CUT ITSELF
the river runs black in my world.
nothing but demons, no angels singing
an endless torment circle.
I have no feelings deep inside my chest
no warm love for me.
I wish I could lie down for eternal rest
my tired head down to sleep
When you left I wanted to follow
Nothing felt real except the pain
I feel so empty my eyes are hollow
And since that day I havent felt the same
Im so alone in this world of darkness
no path of light shines here.
slowly consuming, imbedding in my mind
and above all else looms fear.
the broken souls of my enemies
offer little compensation.
Im paying for my sins ever so dearly
with my soul's degradation.
When you left I wanted to follow
Nothing felt real except the pain
I feel so empty my eyes are hollow
And since that day I havent felt the same
my silent screams fall upon blinded eyes
the cold echoes surround me.
feeding on myself haste my own demise
enshrouded in Death's loathing.
When you left I wanted to follow
Nothing felt real except the pain
I feel so empty my eyes are hollow
And since that day I havent felt the same
--
I WISH MY LAWN WAS EMO SO IT WOULD CUT ITSELF
--
I WISH MY LAWN WAS EMO SO IT WOULD CUT ITSELF
--
I'll show you how to shake a complicated kind of past and how to move so fa-aa-ast!
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