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BlairEastonEllis

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  • Deviant for 16 years
  • She / Her
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My Bio
Favourite genre of music: Alot
Favourite photographer: David Lachapelle
Favourite style of art: Dark
Operating System: My MAC
MP3 player of choice: Ipod
Skin of choice: The kind Buffalo Bill wears
Favourite cartoon character: Peter Griffin
Personal Quote: i love my mom, this is true, but my mom also has my password

Favourite Visual Artist
My sister
Favourite Movies
Goodfellas, Grindhouse,The Departed, Nightmare Before Christmas
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Alot
Favourite Writers
Neil Strauss and of course...Brett Easton Ellis
Favourite Games
Tetris

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Hey now, there now,
It's a game to be played out amongst
Thieves of the heart and the whores of the ego

Hey now, there now
Kiss everyone's ailments
See them rise up, exalt and illuminate

Humanity is a deer in the headlights
The road is covered in blood
Free yourself with a dagger from above
A crossbow of faith

You sold your heart
For the primal experience
Gave up on love for a
Medal malevolence

You fill yourself with
The fire of innocence
A karmic stain will bring back through the gates again

Oh how I wonder what will become of us
I'm just a girl out looking for love

You want in me what you see
Is a testament
You never know when you love
What you'll manifest
I'm Joan of Arc on a mission
Avenge loves death
I'm gonna win
I'll never give in
I used to know her, I used to talk about her
Waiting for the day that she would listen
I used to know her, I used to stick up for her
Something in her smile was so bitcHin'

I usEd to sing, I used to sing

I used to know her - used to know All about her
I used To need her - there was sometHing about her
I used to torturE her - it's the best way around heR
I used to know her - now it just doesn't matter, oh yeah
Oh yeah

I used to love him, I used to simplify him
SomeThing in his walk was like Jim MorrIson
I used to touch hiM, I used to justify him
Lying to my faCe with my permissiOn.

I used to sing, I used to sing

I used to Love him - used to fucking love him
I used To need him - now I reAd all aBout him
I usEd to touch him - now I could neveR kiss him
I used to love him - Now I don't even miss him, oh yeAh
Oh yeah, oh yeah
oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah

I used to know her - I used to Terrify her
I used to terrify her, I used to terrify her
I used to sing, we used to sing

I used to know her - used to know all about her
I used to need her - tHere was something about her
I used to torture her - it's the best way around her
I used to know her - now she just doesn't matter, oh Yeah
She just doesn't matter, oh yeah
There's a shadow just behind me,
shrouding every step I take,
making every promise empty,
pointing every finger at me.
Waiting like a stalking butler,
who upon the finger rests.
Murder now the path called must we,
just because the son has come.
(Jesus, won't you fucking whistle,
something but the past and done? 2x)
Why can't we not be sober?
Just want to start this over.
Why can't we drink forever?
I just want to start things over.

I am just a worthless liar.
I am just an imbecile.
I will only complicate you.
Trust in me and fall as well.
I will find a center in you.
I will chew it up and leave,
I will work to elevate you,
just enough to bring you down.
(Mother Mary won't you whisper,
something but what's past and done. 2x)
Why can't we not be sober?
I just want to start this over.
Why can't we sleep forever?
I just want to start this over.

I am just a worthless liar.
I am just an imbecile.
I will only complicate you.
Trust in me and fall as well.
I will find a center in you.
I will chew it up and leave
(Trust me. 5x)
Why can't we not be sober?
I just want to start things over.
Why can't we sleep forever?
I just want to start this over.
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me I've got a plan
When the lights go off you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing
Rather feel pain

I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you're wounded
You know (You know you know you know you know)
That I'm here to save you
You know (You know you know you know you know)
I'm always here for you
I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you'll thank me later

Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain
Awesome song, but really awesome quote. :headbang:
Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater than the risk that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
"Speak Slow"

You wait up for me I don't wake up for you
Would you like the company or are you sick of me
When your love lets you go you only want love more
Even when love wasn't what you were looking for
Speak slow, tell me love where do we go... ah ah
Where do we go...ah ah, where do we go
Break down plead your case I don't know what to say
I leave my heart all this pain and now I'm at it all again
On these streets that I leave for weeks on end who's to blame
When you want love doesn't matter what you're looking for
Speak slow, tell me love where do we go... ah ah
Where do we go... ah ah, where do we go
So far away and I just can't see you I'm
So far along and I just don't need you
I am so ah-alone, so ah-alone
When your love lets you go you only want love more
Even when love wasn't what you were looking for